Bad Decisions

by Emmy Mack, Craig Wilkinson, Stevie Knight (RedHook)

I’m a fucked up mess

Feeling angry and depressed

I make bad decisions

I make bad decisions

 

Oops I did drugs again last night

My younger self would be mortified

‘Cause Captain Planet told me to say no

Oh what happened? When did I grow into a

 

Fucked up mess

Feeling angry and depressed

I make bad decisions

I make bad decisions

 

I’m in so much debt

So I’m getting off my head

I make bad decisions

I make bad decisions

 

Shit, why did I get drunk again?

And get it on, yeah, with all my friends?

Got with my best friend...

And his roommate too...

And his roommate’s girlfriend...

Hey head, what’s wrong with you?

 

I’m a fucked up mess

Feeling angry and depressed

I make bad decisions

I make bad decisions

 

I’m in so much debt

So I’m getting off my head

I make bad decisions

I make bad decisions

 

OK, now please don’t think I’m trying to glamorise all of the shit that I despise about myself ‘cause my mental health is tenuous at best from all the pressure and the stress of other people's expectations...

 

I’m crushed by the weight

So I self-medicate to escape

Then I just make more mistakes

Can’t break this stupid cycle of self-hate

 

These are my confessions

Someday I’ll learn my lesson

These bad decisions haunt me…

But they make good stories

 

I’m a fucked up mess

Feeling angry and depressed

I make bad decisions

I make bad decisions

 

I’m in so much debt

So I’m getting off my head

I make bad decisions